Hard Weekend and a Hammock

I am having a hard weekend. Watching my fat ass fall out of a hammock today was not a self esteem booster. I had the pleasure of seeing myself in a glass door once again. I felt like I was looking in a freaking funhouse mirror because I was so huge. Sometimes old habits die hard and I find myself trying not to fall back into those old habits. This weekend has been really sad and I have very little appetite.