The Quest Begins

For so long I have been tired of who I am. Who am I? Well I feel like I am a fat disgusting girl. I feel like those whom I love dearly are disgusted by my weight. Maybe that is why they don't want to touch me, maybe my weight is why I can't find true love. I am tired of being unhealthy and I am tired of feeling unfit to love. I know I am beautiful on the inside I just wish I was beautiful on the outside. I am tired of looking in the mirror and feeling disgusted with myself. I am tired of purchasing new clothes because I am can't fit in them year after year. I want to be able to exert myself with out being out of breath the first minute.

I decided to start this blog and a quest. I am starting a quest to loose weight and get healthy. I don't know how I am going to do these things. I figured blogging and letting my feelings out would be a great start. The question is where to go now on my quest. What is the next step?